ever felt this way

Hey have u ever felt that u were just walking in a passage and like it was just a walk. that u knew what was at the end and u knew its not what u want and still walked. as if there was something which kept telling you that go on, maybe u are not right. maybe there is something else, maybe there is a turn in the passage. i mean seriously, i have always beleived that there is light at the end of the tunnel, but whether thats the sunshine or the oncoming train is something u don't realise too soon. we sometimes know that ppl are takin us for a ride and all that shit and still we go on. at least i do. everyday i tell myself i'll change, the more i resist the pattern, the stronger it gets, and the worse is when i declare it to someone that i am going to change and they see me going completely opposite and then they mock u further or ask u stupid questions like - why??
seriously, i need to take time out man. but think bout it, if u felt this way. we shall talk then