Haaaaaaaaaaaa.......I am so lost right now!! Damn, actually m a lil scared, with the way my money is moving...shit man, its scary. So we shall not talk about it. In any case I would be mad if I was to discuss, my finances over a blog! Blog...so how do you pronounce this word? is it like
"BLAUGHH.." or is it more like "BLAAG" or would it be more like "BLOW - GH"...
Ahh...its a pointless thing to bother over so much, but then its entertaining isn't it? and plus is that not what we do all the time, brood over pointless things...things that don't really affect us or which cannot really be altered, and yet feel depressed thinking of these things...
But then some things can be really scary you know. And money is one of them. My mom keeps telling me like many other wise ladies, money isn't everything. But that's when I say, without money there's nothing. I started today's blog, not with the agenda to talk about money matters, but as I bagan with it, my own issues seem to have caught upwith me! I mean it is so scary I can't explain what I feel...I was so bad at accounts, I flunked. But now all of a sudden the knowledge seems to be coming back to me from somewhere!! I hope that it helps me get my finances in place asap! Damn! This is so not happening.
Neway, this way or that, i'll have this issue, sorted....after all, its money, it will come back to me somehow or the other. In the meanwhile I have to figure out a way to be able to work around it. Hope that Mr. Murphy doesn't become too active in the meanwhile! Ha ha, my life just seems to be a series of unfortunate events and misadventures! Man someday I'll go so beserk in my head that I'll not know what to do with it!
What does a man need to lead a peaceful life. Lets try and make a list:
- A good job...he must be doing well and enjoying it.
- A good salary...good enough to take care of his needs and wants.
- A good set of friends who like him and accept him the way he is.
- Love in all its forms.
- A companion who he can share everything with.
Not too much to ask for is it? but dwell upon it and you realize that there's so much to it. your needs and wants keep changing all the time. as a youngster you wann be able to expereince all the wild things this world offers. you know drink what you want, party when you want, travel the world, eat all the good things, wear all the great labels, drive a fast ride, own a great collection of music, be full of knowledge, the list just goes on and on and on.
A job - ha ha ha ha...I will not be surprised if someone at Google too is cribbing about his work. You can never be happy with your job. Either you'll not like the current one, or miss the old one or be sad with the kind of work you do or the kind of people around or the class you work for something always gets in the way!
A good paycheck - that is even more funny! Thats one thing which is just beyond impossible to get. Money, no matter how much you get, is never enuff! Would you really wanna argue about it?
Love - I have dwelled upon this one f***ed up topic enough that to talk about it anymore would piss me off beyond all understanding. it is the most irritating, manipulating, brain teasing, heart breaking, money screwing, peace destroying thing in the world! I remember, as kids LOVE was an abbreviation for us standing for - Lake of Sorrow, Ocean of Tears, Valley of Death, End of Life
Sounds crazy for a bunch of kids who keep chanting it innocently when they think that some girl is liked by some guy and its just a lil more mature than that "...k...i..s..s..ing!!""
Companion - this is the one thing we always get, but fail to recognise. For me, I've made mistakes too. Somehow, we have the definition of companion a little misconstrued in our minds. A companion doesn't necessarily have to be another person. And hey you wise crackers, its beyond books and music ok. please! I am the only one smart here, so keep your smartness to urselves!! Neway, they are not really wrong though. but my point is a little different. Does it have to be something external always? I dont think so. How many bloggers around the world would be writing regularly, a lot. How many would be getting a frequent response, very few. But they continue to write, while holding a cigarette in their hands, or maybe a joint or maybe a drink...not necessary though. listening to music maybe...rock, pop, metal, trance, house, rap, blues, jazz...not necessary again. but they still write. to you and me, without knowing if they are being read, and if they make any sense at all. regardless, they write, coz they feel they have company. and that's the point! You dont need to have people around you or a special person to call a companion. That is just so ...i dunno, cliche? Bullhsit? or whatever, but try and look at it the way I am looking at it right now. And the minute and i mean it, the minute you do it, you'll always have company pourm in from somewhenre or thae other and all teh other four issues will vanish. not get solved though, i must warn you! Neway, I got mine now, so i'll call it a blog now! C you guys soon.
