Retorno!!

This is the new me my friends! Yeah, m back! I don't know if anybody missed me around here. Its been a while I agree, and maybe I lost touch of what to write and how to write. Things havent really changed much. People who were haunting me a years back are still haunting me. In fact there are additions to it, if nothing else. I wrote a full album finally - called the figure of 8. Obviously it will not see beyond my cupboard!! But who knows, maybe someday I'd publish something here. I'm kinda irritatted right now, coz I've to talk to this stupid girl over the phone, who seems to be not getting the hint that I'm not really interested in her. There, finally she puts the phone down. Can you beleive what she was trying to do?? Talk to me on the phone, while watching television, ahich I could here at my end and solve mathematical equations alongwith this!!! Damn, no one but only I can do that without getting caught man!! And like m not even her boyfriend, though i'd wanted to be at some point, but i guess my previous 'essence of life' had to screw it up and jinx it for me before it even began. That reminds me, you guys havent heard about her for a long time have u? She remembered the date, yeah. Seriously she did. 08/08/08 - the divine date of eternity! Hah, I had wanted to get engaged with her on that day, and we dint even reach 12 months of a complete relation. we tried hard, she tried hard, but i guess, stability is something that doesn't want to stay with me. so something had to fuck it up and it did! too bad for me. in fact till recently i was not even talking to her, when she reminded me of the date...

Anyway, fuck that shit, life's moved on. people don't really want to be friends, I've realized that. everyone has a purpose, and friendship is just a garb under which they fulfill that purpose of theirs. Some have a long term and continous purpose, and some a short one. I realized it, and idecided to make as many long term purposes as i could. As always, I had lost contact with the rest of the world for a while in between, hurt quite a few people, pissed off some, so i decided to mend as many as I could. Started with the not so obvious ones. And now, things are moving on.

Besides, I also realized that this one idiotic girl, who turns out to be quite a slut type. I mean she aint sleeping around or anything, but that's the only thing that sleft for her to do i guess. ha ha ha!! i get enraged when i think of her sometimes, but then, Mirage is known to make these mistakes.

My friend has just called. Another guy who has had a tuff life. Fucker's smoking a joint while his dad is sleeping in the next room. everytime i speak to him he tries to convinve me to quit the company m working for.

Hey new poem for all u guys...

I fear that I will always be

A lonely number like root three

A three is all that's good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath a vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

with just some quick arithmetic

I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321

Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,

Another square root of a three

Has quietly come waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

And with a wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued

And love for me has been renewed.