You're Unbelievable!!

I mean, how fucked up can you get man!! I mean seriously how much can ur luck suck!! This is so hilarious that I can't stop laughing at it! And I absolutely HATE and ADMIRE Mr. Murphy for his beautiful law!!
"What can go wrong, will go wrong..."
there is an interesting corollary i derive from this...
"Smile...tomorrow can be worse!"
You guys must be thinkin like what the fuck am I going on about. Like get to the point. What Hapeened??

OK, so here's the deal.

There was this girl who I liked. No no not Ruchika this time! That's way too back man. I mean yes I agree that I still wish that I could have her in my life, but I have stopped pursuing that idea. Its like what the joker says - I am a dog chasing a car, if I would ever catch one I would not know what to do with it!! That's how it is as far as my situation with Ruchika is concerned now.

Anyway, coming back to the topic at hand. So there was this one girl I liked. And so much so that in two weeks of knowing her, I was attracted to her, then started to like here, then started to like her "in that way", and then fell in love with her! However, unfortunately for me it just so happened, that she did not really like me "in that way". Of course there were long telephone conversations, there was a lot of sharing of personal lives, there were ex-boyfriend issues that were sorted, there was cheating too ( unbeleivable right!), there was this one lone kiss - on the phone, in a sms (Unbeleivable right!!), there was a fight too. Oh by the way this was all while she was not even there around me! As in she was out of the city for two months within the first two weeks of me knowing her! Yeah I know! unbel..ok you get the point! :-O

She returned and then the talking went from wekaness to weakness..(opp for strength to strength), neway and things just kept going worse. In fact the last update was that she was dating someone she had met a couple of times only...:-O and that she wanted to get rid of me :-O I must tell you, it left me thinkin that I must be a real bore or a loser! Who else sits and makes collages and listens to coldplay huh??

So I decided that this young fine woman was turning out to be a bad thing for me and that I should cut off from her as soon as possible. So what do I do? Well, I had already reached the stage where I did not want to talk to her. But still, fellings are not really an on and off controlled action. So I decided to tell her that there was something important that I wanted to discuss with her. Something that I wanted to talk about alone. I had to mail her for this!! And then we decided to meet.

But as always, madam was piled up with work and was too tired to do anything. So when she told me when she could meet me, I said yes and then...I ditched! I canned on her! Yeah man, it felt awesome! I mean she thought like that i was on a leash...but ha ha ha! what a feeling!!

And then next day I wrote another mail to her, trying my level best to be nice and low on the sarcasm, kudn't help it though. Hoping I wud get her onto a guilt trip. And the signed off saying that I think we shudn't meet up or talk anymore! Yeah man. Totally! What do you think of it huh? I mean if today she wanted to start a relation with me, maybe I would. But, I still wanted to give it off to her! All you guys out there who have ever felt like trash because a woman was taking you for granted, go ahead and do this, it will make them come back crying! Just don't give in too quickly. Although I must warn you, its not really for the ones with a weak heart. I am not strong man either. I have not been able to stop myself from thinking bout her or messaging her at least once in a day, we'll come to that later. But yes, if you have a strong will, then go for it!

BUT...guess what happened to me. Her internet connection is malfunctioning!! So she hasn't checked her mails yet!!! GOD!!!