Here I Am....or am i?

I stand here lookin at this life.

sleep deprived i face my reality, hoping that this is not my destiny

while the singers sing dani california

i ask myself why did i wait for ya

why dint i mourn ya

why did i let it go on



I stand here lookin at the world.

hungry for peace, hoping this is not the end

while the mockers mock me

fuck me, hate me, eat my brains

i go on asking

why did i let it happen


I stand here trying to understand myself.

i gave up my life

i gave up my soul

and no it wasn't for nothing

hope u understand it now

u wasted the chance that i gave u

so m never gonna look at u, nemore



U shuda taken the walk back home

U shuda never come this far

coz here i am finding the truth

here i am beleiving the days as the pass by

here i am chasing life again

here i am happier without you

here i am letting you go

here i am chasing away all feelings

here i am, all numb

here i am...or am i?


yes! yes! yes!


HERE I AM.....n walkin straight.