aint that true my dear reader. think bout it, havent u changed with the wahtever time you have spent on this earth. there is no thing as stability and peace and harmony. think bout it. how many things around you have remained the same. have your friends remained the same, has ur institution remained the same, has your outlook to life remained the same, haven't you parents changed towards you, haven't you changed towards your children, has your boss been the same all thjis while, has boss been the same guy all this while,... what around you has remained stable?
i know for a fact that the only thing stable is just change. there's a saying which goes - time and tide change all - hey, even the tide changes with time!!!
i mean this is so profound man. there was a time when i was into having fun all the times, ppl took me for granted..........then i changed and became some1 who was pikin up fights all the time, so ppl started hating me...........so i changed and i became some1 who was Mr. Nice guy, ppl thtought i wasn't mindidng my business.............so i changed to some1 who was completely naive to all situations, so again ppl took me for granted...........so i changed again and became some1 who chose to be naive to situations and kept everything in perspective, so ppl became vary of me..............so i change dto someone who became indifferent to ppl...............result now is that ppl are bloody confused with what i am about............so u see i was in constant change!!
now check this out.......i fell in love so to say for the ifrst time when i was in.......mmmmmmmmm...........i think class five or something. as of then i dint know shit bout what i was feeling. i guess i was just enjoying her company but it got termed as "love" by my friends............then it changed............the next was when i was in 7th, dude i was forever falling in love then. thatwas one helluva time dude, like i got hit on, was hitting on........tragedy happened man, my crush had a crush on me and by the time i kud get it out of her, dude like my dad got posted out and i kudn't spend like even a day with her after i came to know botu her feelings........then i changed n i decided that love was not for me...........and that's when i hit my later teens..........fuck you know the feeling then, u go crazy and you just want anyone and everyone to be your girlfriend...............so i changed again into this despo with an attitude. u know, not lettin ppl know of it, but craving inside and all of that. did some really funny things then. yeah if you are someone i know then, u wud recognize Dmitri Rodrigues!!! niways for those of you who can't i'll narrate that some other time, exchanged souls wid him etc..yeah so along came polly, no that wasn't her name. i know u figured it out. niways so i got hooked , no i hooked myself up with this chick and was with her foir like some two years ..........wanted it to last but she began boring me. i mean one of the things true for all geminis is that u bore em too much with your wierd ass stories and keep plonking them with your issues in,life and sideline them of crap, they'll get tired of you and so did i, but this time, before me this one changed herself. she probly wasn't gettin the same response from me anymore, so like we broke up. and a series of torrents and basically crap happened............then i fell in love again, this time with some1 who was awready engaged with some1 else and was as tired as i was...........sometimes i feel guilty of myself feeling responsible for her break up. but trust me knowing what he was upto, i freak out whenenver i think bout em together. anyways, that'll be another blog, bout a few men out there who are MCP's. did u read that one, u dint? neways so now there are more changes happening. from a condescendidng helper i have chanhged into a companion..........and she is changing from being on path to self destruct to path to self realisation.
what else, whoa dat was long was it?
my parents, ..............
oh crap....my program cordinator called me................change in mood now
see what i mean
change is permanent
will write part2 soon
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Who cares what other people think about you and whether they do or dont know who you are.Do you know who and what you are?
you really think this love that u've achieved is permenent... i mean u spent a long time writing a blog on change.....this feeling will change too ......u and she will change....but for u my fren i hope the change is together.....wat if u change in opposing directions?
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